Really need to get my act together. Back to waking up at 4AM and dwelling on my sitch. I am radically up and down with respect to worrying about her and just wanting it all to be over because she is never coming back.

Tomorrow marks 4 months since her departure.

H 51, W 46
no kids
T 22 years
M 17 years
ILBNILWY 2/10
1st D talk 6/10
partial recovery
W files D 5/11
long distance separation 8/11
moving forward on D 10/11
legal separation complete 1/2012