So H spent all weekend in his room sick. I debated on going up and asking if he needed anything, but decided to allow the kids to do the asking.

I on the other hand, took my son to a movie, put up Christmas lights outside (typically a job H would do),weeded the gardens, trimmed the hedges, took my daughter to church and dinner, and went to a play. I think I have a handle on GAL-I just still feel so lonely! I miss my husband! Especially this time of year when family activities abound!

I also have a whole bunch of things I need to discuss with him about the holidays, etc. Do I ask him things like, how are we going to handle Christmas presents from Santa, if he has plans with them, etc. Or do I just let things be?

I feel like his attitude has changed a bit. Although he did not say much to me, he would at least say good morning, hello, and goodbye. Now he does not say anything at all. Is this another stage? I keep waiting for him to tell me he is moving out. My guess is it will be the 1st of the year. I am trying to prepare myself for it. I just have to keep trusting God to work this situation out for my good- and His glory.


Me:37 H:44
M:13 T:17
S:8 D:9
H living in spare bedroom since 9/5/11