I spent all night with XW..........on the phone

[tadpole1025]

Thanks everyone. Snodderly, I really do believe this that you said:

she lost the best man that she will ever find.

Why? Not because I am so amazing, but because there just isn't a whole lot out there to choose from. She will find this out eventually I suppose.

Today was a little downer. I think it is because today is the one-year mark since she moved out.

S16 will turn 17 tomorrow. I'm going to take him and my other sons out to dinner on Friday.

Interesting:

I picked up S16 from XW's house tonight. She came out to the car and peeked her head into the passenger side and just kept looking at me. I didn't make eye contact. (It hurts to.) Finally, she said "Hey." I looked at her and she said "I guess I'll see you later." I said "Yeah."

S16 told me that over the weekend, she admitted to being "depressed" because she is divorced, "depressed" because she is broke and "depressed" because she will not be spending Christmas with our sons.

She did this.

Not me.

Tad