Weird days when we're getting along ok. Hard to hold any anger, but unfortunately it's replaced with something not so good. She woke up sick today, flu or something. I just wanted to make her feel better. Some kid activities and some things I needed to do, but I made sure she had what she needed and I kept the kids out of her hair. Now in thinking about my day, here's the dilemma in my mind. I've read the post recommended by Virginia and MWD about the guy always being her friend, even helping her to move out. I'm like that I think. But I also wonder about her having the best of both worlds. Her moving on and doing whatever she wants, yet I'm able to take care of her, the kids whatever is needed, without a worry from her. Not like I'd ignore her if she was sick, but maybe I don't need to be so nice? This morning while still in bed, she thanked me, this evening she didn't seem so appreciative, hard to read results of my efforts when she's also sick. I was careful not to hover, but a couple of times when she was obviously in distress I offered up some help, and also before returning home I TM'd her asking if she needed anything. Generally, I'd like to think this all makes her think twice about getting rid of me, but maybe not?
