Indecision and the affair continues (Part 2)

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H came home last night and the girls and I were just getting home from a party. I think H was a bit sad he didn't get to go. He went to bed right after the girls and fell asleep.

We gradually started sleeping more closely together and then laid in bed for a couple hours this morning holding each other. I took it up a notch and we had one of our sexual moments (no ML). I said some things and he was responsive. Who knows, but at a minimum...touching is supposed to help create connection.

Today H took the kids to a trampoline place and later we are all going to a game. I am going to keep everything fun.