Peicing and hoping I'm doing the right thing.

[MynameisMZ]

I know sweetie, I know..... I went through the same thing even thought H was coming home on time, if not early. H would check in on me throughout the day, let me know what time he was heading home, bring me flowers. I was CONVINCED they were still in contact. I even thought about getting a key logger and going to his office and putting it on his computer.

dun, dun, dun, dun duh....can you hear the Mission Impossible theme?

It (A) takes a perfectly good woman who is bold, self-assured, witty, accomplished, kind, compassionate.....and turns her into a puddle.

We had a 17 y.o. nephew die in an MVA 2 years ago. You can bet that my sons thought I was an overbearing/over-protective mother.
I was so scared that one of them would die. Irrational? you tell me?

So when the love of your life cheats on you, you bet you are going to feel it. It IS out of the realm of normal when it happens to you.

It does get better.