I spent all night with XW..........on the phone

[tadpole1025]

Thanks everyone.

I just realized that it has been nearly two weeks since I have posted anything.

There really isn't anything new to report. Thanksgiving was terrible though. S25 was with a friend, S21 and S16 were with XW and S19 and me were at S19's girlfriend's house. Talk about a divided family!

I am in the process of getting out of this house. I should know more soon about a place that I found.

I am also deleting my "radio personality" FB page and making one that is just me. No more Mr. Radio.

I have been working a lot of hours because of the holiday shopping season. It's a lot of work, but atleast I am busy and it keeps my mind occupied.

I really am thankful for this site and all of the people here. I think some of the advice may be starting (finally) to sink in.

While in the car the other day, I realized that I would love to have my wife back, but I'm not going to live a miserable life if she never does come back. I'm convinced that she really is crazy. I'm also convinced that she will be the one with the broken heart someday.

I decided to officially date too. Nothing serious, but just for some fun. If something serious DOES happen, then it does.

I don't talk to XW much at all anymore. However, two days ago I got a lovely text from her telling me that leaving me was the best choice she has ever made. She also told me that I was so controlling. I think I read somewhere once that MLC is a lot about control. It still hurts, but I don't let it hurt or bother me as much as it used to.

That's about it for now.

Thanks for everything.....

Tad