I'm definitely moving! I'm doing the best I can with what I've got. Trying to be grateful for what I have. Yet, for some reason, I just feel so alone today. I never thought I'd be 53 years old, sitting alone in an apartment trying to get women I've never met to have coffee with me through the internet. Feels kind of pathetic somehow lol! Tonight I'm going to start reading The Accident by Ismail Kadare. I used the money I was going to spend on lunch with my friend to buy it...or maybe I should watch Zookeeper again, it always makes me laugh till I cry but then, I've done enough of that crying thing already today!