BkM I agree with everyone else that your attitude is great.
Speaking with a DB coach might not be a bad idea. I would definitely speak to one before deciding to stop being dim and increasing your activity. You don't want to stop what's working... you want to build on it.
Keep on Keeping on.
M(f): 40 D'ed: 8/12
Show empathy when there's pain. Show grace when warranted. Kindness in the midst of anger. Faith in the face of fear.