Autumn, I read this whole thread last night. Slept on it. And can only offer you to hang in there and keep doing what is best for you.

I also am reading Codependant No More, lots of truth in that book. I hope it helps you.

Have fun GAL!

Me 57 XH 58 Sons age 32 & 27 M:32
D final 9/12
Bought 10 Acres and Living the Dream!