new to this..

[learning2listen]

Well today is Friday.. aside from speaking to h about his current job situation I have not talked to him.. I have not initiated any conversation about anything in nearly a month...in some ways this has made things easier..in some it has made it harder.

I have figured out that I cant guess what he is thinking therefore i am forceing myself to not think about it..he only threatens the D when bill issues come up. WHich actually makes me laugh a little beings regardless whose name they are in, we are in a community property state, he is equally responsible.

today i wil try to stay positive, seriously look into some things for me.. and breath..

Thank you 25 and grace and everyone for the support,sometimes it truly is the only thing pushing me forward.