You are going to feel like that. Feel like... what's the use?!?!

Don't be surprised that once your change of heart draws them closer. Just this week, my comment about moving to another city and never seeing each other again,... DID sink in.

Slamming the door will make you feel better initially, but long term it's not unusual to feel empty. Try thinking of it is as: He has a LOT to make up for. Leave the door opened only 1 inch.. it's up to him to kick it open. The likelihood of his chasing you IS in your favor.

Abbey

T:22, M:20
H:55 Me:45
H-OW PA: N/07
OW Jan08
Bomb:Feb/08
S: Apr/08
Back together Ap1/09-Sept/11
Oct, 2011, uncertain future/H is a mess.
Dec/11 - Doin'friend mode. Some days are better than others.