PA - Confirmed - Blinkers are off.

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Haven't journaled for a couple of days.

Weds night I played soccer and then had drinks with friends.
Last night - I came home, W was very chatty - I tried to remain detached she asked a lot of questions I answered politely, enquired about her and the girls and in general had a good evening.

When I got to bed last night - W was half-asleep, I said goodnight, W slided over to my side of the bed and we fell asleep.

This AM woke up early - We were still very close.
I said "I'm feeling frisky" (yes I know it was pursuit), W started to get intimate with me - problem is W did not want me to get intimate with her. Everytime I tried - she would back away. So I just enjoyed it for what it was.

I am concerned that she won't allow me to be intimate with her, it's almost as though she is acting out of "duty". I recognize I pursued but @ 5:30am your mind isn't always clear. Just hope this isn't because she still has OM on her mind.

Confused - yes, but won't try to dwell on it too much.