I wrote the letter out and have not given it to her. After i was done i typed it up and sent it to my therapist. I felt that was better then sending it to her. Since i don't see her now i felt that would be counter productive. I know she knows where i stand and i guess with it being 7 months yesterday i was over thinking my feelings of anger and resentment. Now i am just waiting to get the separation agreement sent to me. Not looking fwd to that. Feel a little better about my relationship after speaking with a guy last night about his d.
Kids were with me and i had a great dream about us being back together i was so happy but alas just a dream of what i want.
As usual thank you for your input


M37 W34
S6
D3
M8yrs T14
S 1year
Told me she doesn't want to be married 10/2011
"I will never stop trying because when you find the ONE, you never give up." Steve Carrell Crazy, stupid, Love