I have not spoken, text or had any communication with my "wife" for a week, this is the longest I have gone without speaking to her in 15 years, its hard!
I am keeping busy and trying not to think about her, but the fact that I'm on here shows i am struggling!!
Kids are great, I love being with them and try to keep our time as much fun as possible, my daughter has a new phone and texts me all the time, its really nice.
I will maintain to be strong on this and will make no contact with her, I haven't even seen her when I get the kids.
I can only hope that she is finding this just as hard as me, maybe then she might feel that we have something worth working on, if not it is very clear that it really is time for me to give up and move on.
