SIAS - I think you should just take it at face value for now and perhaps make note of it in your solutions journal if you have one, under the heading of "baby steps". Hopefully you'll be able to add to the list as time goes on.
Regarding her outburst, I think she is just confused and perhaps a bit jealous that you ARE able to keep things under control. Good job ignoring her in that particular interaction!
Forget trying to figure out whats going on in her head. You'll get lost in the fog right along with her and we need you to be the one with the clear head. OK?
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It's easy to find our bottom, it is our top that requires cultivation.
Every rough spot adds to our emotional constitution. -Barney Fife
