This is just too much. Im fighting a losing battle. Im tired. I was hanging on by a tiny little thread and it was cut today. I love my H. But it dosnt matter. Im not strong like I should be. I just want to call him and beg him home. I hate what this divorce has done to the family, my relationship with his family, everything. And there are no real reasons. wtf help im losing everything. life will never be right if we are not together. How could you love someone so deeply who dosnt recipracate. I feel like im about to lash out at everyone including my h, his hole family, my friends!!! I need to be muzled before i ruin everything.
