I will try that Poepad...thank you for your suggestions...

Not a good day today. There is really no particular reason...it just seems like things will be going great between me and my H, and then all of a sudden for no apparent reason, I get this overwhelming horrible gut feeling that he's talking to OW...why does this happen??

I hate these spontaneous feelings of doubt, distrust and ugliness...

I know I can't act on a "gut feeling", so I have to stifle these feelings and deal with them by myself.

Feeling completely lost right now... frown


M:38, H:37, SS:17, D:12
ILYBINILWY: Aug. 2011
OW Discovered: Mid Aug. 2011
Piecing from Aug. - Oct.2011
I Moved out: Nov.2011
Moved back in piecing since: Nov. 5, 2011
H talking to OW again: May 15