Cam - it sounds like you are slowly healing. There will be ups and downs for a while to come, but soon the ups will FAR outnumber the downs.
Me: 43 W: 37 Together: 18 M: 15 D: 8 yrs old ILYBNILWY: March 2011 She Filed for D: August 2011 She moved out: Sept 1, 2011 Reconciled: May 2012 Divorce Case dropped: July 2012