I know Hope... that's the moment in most days that's hardest for me... Yesterday morning I woke up and was in the wake-up fog. I could swear I had this dream where my W was leaving me... and then in a split second it all comes rushing in that it isn't a dream. That moment... that impact is what's debilitating. Most of the rest of the day it's manageable for me, but in that moment when I realize reality, again, it suxx.


Married 6 together 8
Me:38 W:31 second marriage for both
SS12, SD10, S6
Bomb: 9/8/11 (day before our 5 yr ann)
W moved out: 2/18/12
D final: 11/12/12
Share S 50/50. Spend as much time as I can with SS & SD