The war rages on inside. My satisfaction with my present life vs. my resentment of the life taken from me. My loss vs. my gain. I know that this war will rage for some time to come, but eventually, there will be peace.
I don't have this war. And I wonder why sometimes ...
I don't know if it's the product of a shorter relationship than some of you (15 yrs) ... or the fact that I made peace with it somehow along the way ... or maybe I've really reconciled who I am and what my needs are with the fact that he was probably never going to be a very good match for me .... or maybe it's a combination ...
PEI
Holding onto anger to punish someone else, is like lighting yourself on fire to get smoke in their eyes ~ 25yearsmlc
