just spent the last 30 minutes laying in bed with my S14...I was on facebook, and thought he was asleep..he sent me a message that said "i cant sleep frown thinking about dad :,(.....

so I went back and got in bed with him and we talked for a bit...he misses him and I told him I did to...I said your dad is a good person deep down and i think he just has some stuff he needs to work out but he loves you and doesnt mean to make you feel the way you do.

The truth is I want to get in my truck, drive over to his house down the road and bang on that door...im sure OW is there and he has time for her tonight...and ask him WTH he is thinking??? and who the H do you think you are ???? our son is amazing and you just throw that away?????
I swear...i want to just lay him our right now...

Me:48 H:42
M: 18 yrs.
S: 9/1/09 due to alcoholic H
D bomb: 9/9/11
OW confirmed 10/30/11
D papers filed 11/01/11
S15 S21(Special needs) S28

Look to yourself, It is there that all your answers are found...