Do I stay or do I go?

[anyhope]

Oh, not to mention that he's self employed meaning he goes where he wants when he wants.. So for sure I'd be wondering if he's working or what.. It really suck$ because before I trusted him, even though things weren't perfect between us we were always friends and I trusted him, I never thought he'd go behind my back and cheat on me, or even worse leave me for a nobody..