When you do the LRT you know that you have to be prepared for the worst, right? <<<Hugs to you>>> I was ready for the LRT when I spoke about it. I had had enough and was crystal clear I was not going to continue with any cake eating.
What may help is to really ask yourself if this is good for you the way it is going. I mean pure and simple question. I've only been on this board for under a year, but I have seen several R and M turn around when the LBS really has had it. It's a change in attitude that quickly gets picked up by the WAS.
If you are not ready, don't do it. However, you WILL do it when you have truly had enough and WANT to do it. I know how scared you are.
MZ
M 55 H 58 M 24 T 29 S 22,21, 19 Bomb 4/10 It (A) really isn't about you 11/2013 We all have work to do
The truth will set you free, but it will almost kill you first.