journaling:

worst email from her yet. this email seemed like the woman that i married...and it broke my heart to hear her suffering and pain coming to the decision she has. she said that i deserve someone that will love me for who i am and that is not her. she must let me go because of how much hurt and humiliation she feels, how shamed and discounted. she cannot forgive nor forget.

i'm more devastated than when she's yelling and screaming at me...this is someone that you could talk to the other person wasn't. it's all so terribly screwed up... she concluded her email saying she was sorry for how this turned out and neither one of us deserved it.


H:44 W:43
M:12 T:14
S:6
Bomb 9/13/2011