Today is a very tough day for some reason, nothing in particular happened but feeling the emotions bubbling up more than usual. I think it is because of a dream that I had this morning. It was H and I together and very loving, how I wish that things could be again. I guess waking up to reality was tough.
I am taking myself to a movie after work. I don't want to be out past the kids bed times, but I also want to be out for a bit over dinner. S17 has practice tonight but he drives himself. Movies are always a good diversion, and hopefully it will help me a bit.
