Re the resentment -- it was mine. Sex becomes incredibly tedious and burdensome when one is not finding it rewarding. I really resented that and resented not having a great sex life and resented not having a chance for one as far as I could see. Resented the hell out of it. I remember feeling genuine rage hearing a couple in a neighboring room have sex because of my own resentment, emptiness and anger. Horrible place.
