Eric, thank you. I didn't send the email. I came here for advice and support and got just what I needed. I realize that H still was able to push a button. Don't quite understand why it got to me so much this time, as there has been so many others that have just rolled off my back.
Maybe it's because money was so important to him. I've been making do and even struggling at times while H has been living very well, as evidenced by his purchases. Purchases and a life with ow that he has no problem paying for but will find it more difficult when the D is final. If he had been living like I have been, he would have no problem other than the resentment of what he has to pay me. Which BTW would not be forever.
I guess I just don't understand why he had to make it about me as to why he couldn't D me. Why couldn't he just have said it would cost him more than he wanted to pay to D me. Why did he have to lie and drag my name through the mud in the small community where I live and work. My job is in a school and very public.
I have tried to conduct myself with dignity. I haven't run H down or blamed him. I kept most things to myself except for a very few people who I've trusted that wanted to know more about MLC. I don't ask H for anything nor do I expect anything from him. I just leave him alone to live his life. Why couldn't he have just returned the favor?
I rarely ride the coaater and I don't think I got back on now, just was PO and hurt by the choice H made to blame me for something I had no part in.
