Juournaling....W seems to be very happy lately. Even called this morning just to tell my D to have a good day. She starts her new job today too.
Frankly, her happiness frightens me. I do good DB'ing when I don't feel like she's dating anyone. I know I have to stop mind-reading....I'm worried she's happy because she's in a relationship with someone. Do I know this for a fact...no. I have dreams about it though...a lot of them. Last night was a very realistic dream...too realistic She could be happy about starting a new job or a thousand other things. I'm glad she's happy. I really am. I just wish it was with me.
This week has been rough too. I've gone through line by line all my transactions for 2009 and 2010 for a tax audit. It was hard seeing purchases made for anniversarys, birthdays, etc. Little did I know those were are last.
I haven't detached as much as I thought. Looks like I have a lot more work to do.
