Good for you! I know that is *so hard* to refuse because you really want it, but it's not going to work for you long term. Cutting him off and making him wonder is the best thing you can do right now.

Accuray

Married 18, Together 20, Now Divorced
M: 48, W: 50, D: 18, S: 16, D: 12
Bomb Dropped (EA, D): 7/13/11
Start Reconcile: 8/15/11
Bomb Dropped (EA, D): 5/1/2014 (Divorced)
In a New Relationship: 3/2015