Second. STOP APOLOGIZING. I mentioned that before and I'll keep saying it. The more you apologize, the more it justifies what she's doing. If you haven't noticed it by now, she keeps throwing it back into your face.
"She seems to have lost concept of reality and what is happening around her!!"
So far, she's been very methodical in what she's done. You need to accept that this is your reality.
In her mind, she's moving on. She's told you that time and time again. Getting a boyfriend, unfortunately, is a result of it. She hasn't been lying to you. She just chose not to tell you. But she's been moving on.
You've got to do the same. Not necessarily to forget about the M, but you have to understand that this is where she's at in her head. A part of you knew this already.
Don't let your anger get the best of you like in the past. If it helps, come up with a f@ck 'em attitude, just something to not let it come out as violent.
It [censored], believe me I know. But it's why we've been telling you to get yourself strong first. In your case, it would actually be good for you to stop her before she starts getting into the blame game. You've validated enough.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
