new to this..

[learning2listen]

Well, its been 2 weeks since I saw my h, and other than a short text from him on THanksgiving I have heard nothing... I know he has alot on his plate, with his business closing.. but really.. it is so hard to just be a memory..


I wish he felt different, but he doesnt, he doesnt contact his D either unless it is for his once a week short visit. He is in a differnt place, and I cant change that. Maybe its time to just accept.

I dont contact him either, I think that is what I am suppose to be doint, but I know my H pretty well and if I dont contact him he wont contact me. Very sad today.