I am feeling very depressed at the moment. I miss my H so much, my chest hurts.
He told me he stills wants a divorce and he said it with a very cold look in his eyes.
If I go dark again, look what happened last time, he is sleeping with a coworker now. How can I ever trust him again, knowing all the lies he has told me. I don't want a divorce but I feel if we got back together, he would never change. He will always be lying to me and having emotional affairs if not physical affairs. Is this really worth me going crazy? Oops! ALREADY THERE!
