Do I stay or do I go?

[anyhope]

Well he called me this morning, he woke me, I even told him I wake up to his calls almost daily.. He said he'd come over.
He called again at 3:30 and said he'd come over soon, so I sit around waiting.. Two hours later I called him to ask when soon was, turns out he was at a bar with a friend and said he'd be here in about an hour. Two hours later he came and I was considering not answering the phone as I knew he'd be drunk and anyways.. Who calls and shows 4 hours later.. I ended up getting the phone anyways and he did come by with quite a few drinks in him, said he wanted to go for a burger so we went and he asked me if I tought we could fix our marriage. I said I didn't think so.. He seemed a bit surprised, I'm pretty sure he was expecting a different answer. I really tought it wasn't the time nor the place to bring up something like this. He said that he's been missing me from the minute I left, and it was the first time he cried in 20 years.. So that sounds good.. I reminded him that he's asking me this while ow is at home waiting for him, he said this had nothing to do with her.. I asked him if he'll keep her if I say I'm not interested in getting back together... And then he said what no men looking to get his wife back would say. He said I really should meet her as she is an amazing person, should he go with his choice (choice was the exact word he used) he'd have everything any man would want as despite her young age is is a great cook and amazing in bed.. I said that was great for him.. I mean what do you say to that? I asked why on earth would then he want me back when she is just perfect. He said that's the thing, that despite all that he still loves me and I might be the only one he could love and trust. At this point I had some tears in my eyes and tought to myself I wish I could say the same about you. I mean I really trusted him before. I never tought he would do anything like this to me, but now.. I told him that I didn't feel like he loved me, nor that he could love me and that I gave him the option to reconcile multiple times before I moved and he didn't care.. So long story short. I said I didn't think we could and he said to think about it as he didn't expect me to say yes and run back to him (I think he did).

We ended up coming back here to watch hockey but since hes been drinking he fell asleep which really bothered me as I started to get a headache from what he just said and he was just sleeping.. I think he feels real comfy here I told him to go as he shouldnt sleep here, he was here for the whole game and didn't want to leave, but I made him once the game was done. Ow called and sent a few texts while he was here but he didn't answer. Now he just called again to ask what I'm doing.. I think I got him a bit worried now which is good..