DBing against OW...?????

[imthemom]

thanks Mish...i needed that right about now...i dont know what has changed but I feel like its so hopeless now...I had been doing fine until Thanksgiving...and the fact that he text happy thanksgiving to me was a positive but this whole move oout of our old house...we bought that house right after we got married and raised all 3 of the boys in it...we did so much work to it, it just breaks my heart that our home is gone. although he kind of ruined it by having his A there..it felt so dirty to me everytime ive been there this week.
I feel like now that he has his own new place the A will escalate..and my son will be spending time there so im worried how that will work. He has hidden it from him and I know that S14 cant handle that right now..he is such a wreck, but im worried that H will just let it out of the bag to make it easier for him to have her around.
S14 is already asking if dad will get married again and have more children...Im just worried for him. and sad for me. and sick of all of it.
I start an intership in the morning that will be full time for a month so that will keep me busy as far as the going dark. and i guess Tues at Co Parenting i will just "act as if"...and pretend this weekend never happened.
Thanks for all your support today..its been hard and its helped that all of you have replied and sent support my way.
I so appreciate it..