Thank you and I thank God for all of you and your understanding.
You have seen me through so much with your wise advice and caring. I'm not sure why this 'latest' incident upset me so much, especially since most things continue to roll off my back as I keep moving forward.
Maybe it's because I've worked so hard on myself to become very financially responsible and I have made it work with a whole lot less and I am proud of myself for that.
It was a 180 for me and very necessary as H has turned his back on everything that we had worked for. If I hadn't stepped up the kids and I would have lost our home.
To have H blatantly lie about why he hasn't proceeded with the D with the excuse he used hurt and made me angry. I am so glad I came here to get your opinions and that of a personal friend before shooting off that email. If I hadn't it would have been likely that H and I would have been in a war of words right now, and you're all right, what would that have accomplished?
To add to this was the fact that H has made more contact lately. Granted it has been about people that we knew that have died. For whatever reason H has been compelled to inform me of acquaintances who have died?
Thank you all once more. I have started to get myself centered again and as has occurred so many times Snodderly and Cadet, I will sit tight and await the opportunity have my say in a rational and constructive manner.