Feeling very lonely tonight. H has the boys and they texted me a picture from dinner. Wish I would have been there. He told them he was going to england for Christmas they seemed to take it ok. Those boys of my really suprise me they just seem to go with the flow and still seem like happy kids. I guess we are doing something right with them. S7 told me that he asked dad to take him to England and dad told him not this time but maybe when he was 9. S7 was telling me how we would all go when he was 9. I really didn't know what to say.