WHG - Congrats on lowering your pant's size! That is fantastic! I would recommend going to buy a slick new outfit to celebrate.
The wheeping makes sense and it's normal. It does get easier the more you detach. Not that the feeling of wanting to reach out to w to celebrate completely goes away, but the more you build stronger relationships with friends and family, the less you even want to reach out to her.
It just all happens with time.
M(f): 40 D'ed: 8/12
Show empathy when there's pain. Show grace when warranted. Kindness in the midst of anger. Faith in the face of fear.