Is there anyone else posting here who have an X that completely dropped contact with them? When I was cleaning up my old email files I saw these loving and kind notes from X that just instantly stopped. Since he has been gone - there has been NO looking back on his part. I am not sure how that happens. He is very enamored with his new life and his new love. She is SO different from me - polar opposite. When I was spending time with my kids this weekend I couldn't help but think about all X was missing out on - what we shared and loved together. I guess if I was being completely honest, I am still looking for hope that he will wake up one day and reach out. Intellectually I know I am wasting time with these feelings - emotionally, it's another story. Some of these feelings have been sparked by reading posts here where ne. Just wondering...
I was just talking to my counselor about having the hope that my WAS will realize what he's lost and reach out. I guess there is still a part of me that doesn't feel value without that... like... I'm nothing until he validates me with remorse and regret for what he's done...
M: 34 WAH: 38 (in MLC) Together: 11 years Married since: November 2000 DS: 15 DS: 11 DS: 10 ILYBINILWY: Dec. 2009 Living separately since: April 2010
