This whole roller coaster ride feels like your life has been turned into the bloody Jerry Springer show. One minute you want to run for the hills, the next minute you want to cling so tight it hurts.

Don't snoop, assume they are... and get used to it. You have to make peace with that... and then it's much easier to actually get to the next step of: This too shall pass. Most affairs die out on their own. Getting us to the stage where we don't need enough anti-d's to light up a Christmas tree, just to stay sane...is NOT easy. Hang in there. There are big steps, forward, little steps forward, big slides back and little hurts and slides back.

Abbey

T:22, M:20
H:55 Me:45
H-OW PA: N/07
OW Jan08
Bomb:Feb/08
S: Apr/08
Back together Ap1/09-Sept/11
Oct, 2011, uncertain future/H is a mess.
Dec/11 - Doin'friend mode. Some days are better than others.