I managed to make it a full day with no contact. Sounds minor, but it took a lot of impulse control not to reach for the blackberry and ask how everything was going.
I've started to spend time with an old friend or two and keep busy. It certainly helps fill the void, but even when I'm out I find my mind drifting back to W. I'm guessing that is natural at this stage.
W told me that there are pictures of me in the baby's room and that her new place is a "dad friendly" zone. I suppose that's good, but I think she was referring to pictures, not actually ME Being there.
Oddly enough, as I was picking the baby up for Thanksgiving she asked where we were going or if it was "top secret" (jokingly). I told her, but I wonder why she bothered to ask???
When we were there, I shot her a text to tell her my friends said "hello"'and that two of them recently eloped ( these are people she was friends with, too, for years). She shot back " enjoy your time. I don't need updates on your friends, just information about the baby." What was that about? It seemed somewhat angry.
