DBing against OW...?????

[imthemom]

packing the house was horrible...He did not acknowledge me in any way and acted like he was irritated that I was there...after talking at least 2 times over the last week about going threw the last of the stuff and cleaning out the house he acted like I was just in the way and couldnt get me out of there fast enough, He had text me "good morning, could you bring the ladder when you come" and then didnt even say hello when I walked in with S14.
I proceeded to get the rooms cleaned out while he was in the garage and watched me lug several heavy items and boxs back and forth to my truck and didnt even make an attempt to help me.
I found our S14s box of baby things we had saved and found the sonogram pics in there which just made me a mess...I had to go out side on the side of the house and cry...It was more painfull then expected and ended up just getting out of there as soon as i could. Now will prob have to go back since I really didnt finish getting everything...or just leave it for him.
I dont understand the nice pleasant person who will text me happy thanksgiving and such and then when he sees me is so completely rude, mean and just dismissive, wont even look at me as I drive away.....the whole time I was there I felt so bad about myself, ugly and unimportant and unwanted...brought me right back to why I originally left in the first place..I was so lonely and felt so unimportant to him then and it hasnt changed at all except he was never just plain mean to me like he is now.