It's been a loooong time since i posted or even checked in an anybody...i had to leave the board and get myself together...which i did!!
I am not with my wife, nothing between us ever got better. I started living my life. I still see my stepdaughter, and my wife and I talk occassionaly.
I will never be with my wife again, and I am ok with that, better than ok. I really examined our R from the beginning, and we should have never gotten married to begin with. I realized that i always knew that we shouldn't be married...i just wasn't strong enough to admit it in the beginning...bf we were married. i am just as much to blame as my w for the sitch that I put us in...and i stress "I".
I finally got the job that I have been trying to get since i met my w...i feel good about myself...i decided not to date anybody through all of this, and now i'm ready and trying. i guess i just took this time to work on me. And i think i really did a good job too.
I was wondering about country, 9, denver, and figured this was a good place to post. everybody was great helping me through my sitch. i needed to leave this board to find myself...thanks to everybody that posted on my threads, and sorry i had to leave like i did
islander, aka Greg
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M:34 W:28 SD:9 D:6 (pr) M:3 T:6 Separated 1/16/11 ILYBNILWY 10/25/10 PA discovered 11/12/10, began about 10/1/10
I am not who I was, I am being remade, I am new...