Last night I ended up watching a movie I'd rented at the library by myself. Then I stayed up way too late doing nothing productive, actually the opposite.
I got up today and rebounded, though. It was an absolutely beautiful day here. The temperature got into the lower 60s. I decided to hit the bike path again. Today I rode 31 miles.
My W brought my S over after work, and she was early. I can't say I did a really job of being upbeat and positive. TBH, I'm still ticked off about the other day. I engaged in a little small talk. For the most part, I just kept doing my post ride stretching and didn't say too much. I was probably a little cold. Her attitude and actions are making me a little more ambivalent toward the D. I am more than willing to put more work into it. However, if she's not willing to make in changes or improvements in herself, I start feeling like I could do much better. A lot of those things that irritated me that I'd been able to shelve start re-surfacing.
My S and I went out to dinner tonight. We actually went to Texas Roadhouse for a decent sit-down dinner. We came home and played some Wii. I enjoy spending time with my S. After I shook off the funk, it turned out to be a pretty good day.
I can't say I did a really job of being upbeat and positive. TBH, I'm still ticked off about the other day. 
I engaged in a little small talk. For the most part, I just kept doing my post ride stretching and didn't say too much. I was probably a little cold. Her attitude and actions are making me a little more ambivalent toward the D. I am more than willing to put more work into it. However, if she's not willing to make in changes or improvements in herself, I start feeling like I could do much better. A lot of those things that irritated me that I'd been able to shelve start re-surfacing.
