Once again thanks for the support sandi. I was just finishing with my running on the treadmill when W dropped S off. I was soaked in sweat so I took my shirt off, and got no reaction. Not even an "oh you were running?" I of coarse asked her how her day was going and let her vent, then she rushed off back to work. Since she has walked out I don't think she once asked me one question of how I'm doing or made any comments about me. It feels like I'm not even there. Its so hard to even want to talk to her at all. I try not to let it bother me, because I know I'm changing for me, and with or without her I'll be better. I just can't get over how cold she seems, even if I make her laugh its like an alarm goes off in her head that tells her "get out now". Well at least she dropped off some Thanksgiving leftovers before the alarm went off :P
M 33 W 29 S 4 M 5 T 7 11/7/11 Separation, W moves in with parents 12/1/11 W: "IDLY, I'm not coming back, it's over" 1/7/12 D Bomb Dropped
