I'm so hurt and confused. I backslid a bit this week I think. H was pressuring me to sign the papers and blowing up at me via text again. He said I was screwing him in the divorce and that it would cripple him financially. Blah blah bo ho. I pushed him inquiring about the motives for the rush and he wouldn't give me anything.He can get really nasty but I held my cool. Then when we see each other in person he never brings it up and is fairly pleasant. We dont really speak much but there isnt any fighting. He will do it over text but not to my face. See a pattern?? Coward!!! Anyway he had the baby 3 hours on the holiday and then gave him to me when I came home from work. Today I took S to the childrens museum and had a great time. H texted me asking if the baby had a good thanksgiving. I'm like yeah, u were there for half of it? And how great of a thanksgiving can a 1 yr old have anyway? Since he has left there have only been a couple of days we havnt communicated. He ALLWAYS finds "some" reason to contact me, usually about our s or the divorce, but still. I said he had a great time and then H wanted to know what I would be getting him for xmas. I told him I was at the museum and we would talk later. If you want a divorce fine.... but leave me alone allready. I'm not sure what to think of all this. I just really want him to come home.... but I know he won't. Not for a long time if ever.
