Man, im a mess this morning...dreading going to the house, shakey and having a hard time catching my breath...im always like this before i have to spend any time with him and he is sooo calm, which makes it worse.
I wish i could just flake, but i need to get the last of my stuff and its a lot...ill be there for couple of hours. Goingto avoid a lot of contact...and avoud getting emotional....
God give me strength...i hate being in that house!

Me:48 H:42
M: 18 yrs.
S: 9/1/09 due to alcoholic H
D bomb: 9/9/11
OW confirmed 10/30/11
D papers filed 11/01/11
S15 S21(Special needs) S28

Look to yourself, It is there that all your answers are found...