You could have been me saying those words. I am still finding it hard to deal with. I made the mistake of emailing a health info email to W today and got a nasty reply. Shouldn't have done it.
I came home to an empty house and cried again. I have a large hole im my soul and it is W shape. I can't understand how she can be so cold and cruel after 18 years. I KNOW I could make everything right but it seems I will never get the chance.
I know exactly how it feels and you have my sympathy.
