Pretty sure this is a MLC or Identity Crisis

[tested metal]

I am starting to wonder if W is truely in MLC. She has a good relationship with D, but just wants me out of her life.

The reasons why I think she is in MLC is because:

She acts like a teenager.
She is dating a 57 yr. old biker with no future.
She parties like there's no tomorrow.
She has been having affairs.
She wast to be "cordial" but then hands me my butt on a plate.
She is very selfish.
I got the ILYBINLY bomb two different times.

To qualify during the pregnancy she was acting more grown up and actually thinking about the future. Before the pregnancy she would party a little, but it wasn't too bad.

Maybe my expectations of her changed when he had out kid. i know my expectations of myself sure did. They had to.

I guess maybe it doesn't matter whether it is MLC or not. I have started to detach pretty good now. Part of me wants to just get divorced to move on and completely detach, but I know that no matter what I will still have her in my life and not much will change, except my options for having a relationship with another someday.

She is pretty insistent on getting a D, but has backed off because of the added cost of mediation. I don't have the money for a D, and I don't want to enable her either by doing the dirty work for her.

Just throwing out my thoughts.