I'm still here-again

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Journaling---

Well I didn't get coffee and relax like I'd hoped I would, instead I spent the day cleaning and trying to get some other things taken care of.

While I was out walking the dog tonight, I started to feel sad.
Here I thought I was completely fine not celebrating the Holidays with my H as a family, but it hurts more than I thought it would and it makes me sad. I know what I am feeling is normal and it will pass, I'm just a little bummed right now.

I'm sure this will be hard for him as well.